Muhammadan Queerness, Transness and The Death of the Self.

"The revelation does not come to me when I am in the garment of any woman except 'A'isha." ~
Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) , Sahih Collection of al-Bukhari, Hadith Number 2442.

I emptied mySelf, like the Spirit of Christ Consciousness.
I experienced the traumatic effects of this clusterfuck reality of apollonian realities and dionysian dreams.
Dionysian magick, even sex magick, masturbatory tantric transness, but only after seed retention. 
For a flow to flow, IT needs its own interruptions. IT's interruptions are parts of IT.  
Godhood is fully experienced and attained in formlessness. In attaining and maintaining forms, and sacrificing them later on. 
In facing waves, and passing through them. Frightening, traumatic waves, but refreshing of the Oceanic Soul, the bringer of Tranquility, the Spirit of the Inner & Outer Buddha. 
Buddha is indeed, the Endlessness of IT all. Buddha is the End to the end and of ends... It's the end of Patriarchy & Matriarchy. IT's Infinity of Self is the END of endings itself. The END to the patterns and patternations of this oedipal incest that society replicates in its body. Society is oedipal incest, and the war of the Oedipus Complex on, in, and against our consciousness and its freedoms, is "over if you want" so to speak.
La ilaha illAllah. There is no other genderless, birthless, motherless, fatherless, sexless Divine and Sacred Power, except the One we call God, Allah, or Buddha. 
Buddha Struggle is what I am accelerating, pushing for, and advocating. 
The Struggle of flows, and the Struggle in and out of flows, into another flow. One & another One. 
Oneness and its multiplicity of modalities are like a holy schizophrenic modalism.
This is what Big Brother Oedipus does not want you to know. 
This is perhaps the Great Conspiracy. The incestual plot to keep you in a fixed-line.
The domestication of your soul, broken through by the Soul that is now yours.
The Soul and its Own. The flexibilization of everythingness. 
For as Jesus Christ said: “Who is my mother, and who are my brothers?” 
Jesus points toward his disciples and calls them his mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers, etc.
No bio-fascism, no biological familialism, essentialism, superficial traditionalism.
God is beyond that. Power is beyond that. Beauty is beyond that. Holy Laughter is beyond that.
The TriUnity of the Divine Father, the Divine Mother and their Divine Child is beyond that.
And the Nothingness beyond this TriUnity is also beyond that.  
Jesus wants the only FAMILY there is. The community of the HOLY SPIRIT. 
Jesus desires a pentecostal schizophrenia of becomings. 
Of multiple tongues, the tongues of the Angelic Realm. A revolutionary angelology.
And as Jesus is ONE with the Father, so AM I ONE with Jesus. 
In Jesus, I attain the Formlessness of Buddha,
In my Muhammadan Struggle, I attain the spiritual Jannah of the DAO.
In Islam and the queering of Islam, I attain the DAO. 
In my Spiritual Jihad. In my Psychedelic Messianic-Muslim Jihad.
I attain Messianic Consciousness. The Spirit of Salvation.
Formlessness of many forms. Many fatherhoods and motherhoods, but also many Nothinghoods. 
A reality, forever refreshing my Soul. 
The feeling of "humanness" as described by Friedrich Nietzsche in Gay Science. 
The Victory of the Aristocratic Soul.
True Paradise. True Jannah. 

I embrace the struggle.
E embrace the pain.
I embrace the limits.
I embrace the limitless.
I embrace the INFINITE.

I EMBRACE THE FORCE OF AND THAT IS ALLAH (SWT)

GOD IS THE INFINITE ONENESS OF POWER. 

ALLAH...
ALLAH...
ALLAH...

ALLAH.